Venting
Why the hell do I try fight for someone who doesn’t want to fight for me? Why do I miss someone who fucked me? I gave you something because I trusted you and then you spit in my face. I shouldn’t miss you because you have done nothing for me but ruin me. You can’t go around actin like everything is ok because theyre not. I have done nothing but treat you with respect and bent over backwards to show you that I like you. But all you could do is just say we’re friends. And take other girls on dates. Even if you didn’t like me as a girlfriend. A friend doesn’t treat another friend the way you treated me. I gave you everything. Haircuts, food, thre truth, I didn’t push you into anything and I stuck around. But really what for? You bought me food once got me a shirt and that’s it. Ohhh and you broke my heart. You mad me trust I have you the 1 thing I will never get back. My feelings have changed about you. Everything good about you was only when you wanted it. But when something “better” comes along its done. Well I will never look at you the same. You will never find someone who will ever be as good as I was to you. As heart broken as i am now imagine how fucked up you will be when you finally realize you fucked up and you will never have me again
Currently having a moment
When a guy say you need a reallmoments at would you think he is trying to say? Maybe is better than the other that he will be there. That he wont feed you bull shit. Ummmm at this current moment I’m not solo sure. You were soo sweet so nice and caring but all of a sudden its like pulling fucking teeth for a a text just to know you are thinking of me. Now it’s just time for me to sit and wait. I’m hopping for the best that you truly are busy and you want to see me but. Ow yu have to prove. Ive put myself out there. Now it’s your turn.
